‘The Americans’ Pushes Philip To A Breaking Point In ‘Lotus 1-2-3’

A review of tonight’s The Americans coming up just as soon as I make a s’more inside…

“This has been hard for me, for a long time. You know that, right?” –Philip

Midway through “Lotus 1-2-3-,” Claudia and Gabriel have one of their periodic meetings to discuss all things Jennings. Things are rarely going well for Philip and Elizabeth, but they tend to be particularly dire whenever the two handlers meet, like when Gabriel consulted with Claudia last season before giving his shell-shocked charges seven months’ paid vacation. Still, things seem particularly fragile now, to the point where Claudia would give voice to something the audience has long since understood about Philip, but that even his closest KGB allies have been reluctant to say aloud: “But he’s shaky.”

Philip has been shaky from the start of the series, and he’s had particularly shaky periods since then, like his implosion in “Martial Eagle” after killing one innocent witness too many. But even if he would defect in a heartbeat were Elizabeth to agree, he still on some level believes in the cause, and can eventually lie to himself that certain actions were necessary for the defense of Mother Russia.

Things feel different now, and not just because we’re getting closer and closer to the end of the series. The Paige situation is a never-ending nightmare for Philip, here materializing into its worst form yet when she tells her father that being involved in her parents’ spy work has her thinking, “Maybe I’m meant to be alone.” But, then, Philip’s relationships with all his children (including his fake son) are at a low point. He and Elizabeth are stunned to learn that Henry is a math prodigy, and as a result realize how little attention they’ve paid to him these last few years(*). Tuan is mostly self-sufficient, but keeps asking Philip for time he feels he cannot spare from the seven dozen other demands on his life from the Centre and/or his family. And, though he knows nothing of it, Mischa is nearby, unable to find him and being warned off by Gabriel.

(*) And with this one subplot, the show has cleverly turned its own marginalization of Henry into a feature, not a bug.

And as painful as all those things are to watch — though he’s a grown man and a combat veteran, Mischa in this environment doesn’t seem too far removed from the young version of Philip we glimpse as recent traumas, plus est seminars, unearth difficult childhood memories — they’re not a patch on the freight train that hits both Philip and Elizabeth late in “Lotus 1-2-3” after they realize that the Centre had things entirely backwards about the Agricorp situation: the project Alexei is consulting on with the government isn’t about destroying anyone else’s food supply, but trying to protect everyone’s.

We’ve seen the Centre make mistakes before with Philip and Elizabeth, but they’ve tended to be small and/or abstract, or else have been mistakes in ways the couple would never know or understand. (They spent most of season one, for instance, chasing down information about SDI, not really knowing what we do today about the technology being useless.) But here they’ve put in all this time, been apart from their kids and from each other, had sex with people they barely knew (and, in Philip’s case, with someone he can barely tolerate being around), and killed yet another man who was just in the wrong place at the wrong time, all out of a belief that these things were necessary, because the evil and decadent Americans posed such a grave threat to the Soviet food supply. They believed this because the Centre told them so, and because they have spent their entire lives believing the worst about this country where they’ve lived for so long, and in one stunning conversation beside Ben’s fireplace, those beliefs take a major hit, even for hardcore Soviet defender Elizabeth. (Just watch how the shape of Keri Russell’s face seems to change as Elizabeth comes to understand what Ben is telling her, and what it means about this entire mission.)